2003-05-13 - 8:32 p.m.
Right now I am on line. And I have been on line for the past few hours. Not because I am looking at anything on line, or even need to be on line. I just wanted to be away. Because I have had enough people for the day, week, year, lifetime and the only way I could do anything to make some sort of ‘stay the hell away from me, leave me alone, don’t talk to me’ statement was to go on line so at least no one could call me. (I signed on line AFTER I had talked to my darling love by the way, him I would talk to all day, all night, forever) Now I just have to figure out how to get rid of the other people littering my life with noise. I don’t care if you are just sitting on my couch or walking by my house on the sidewalk….right now that is too much unwanted noise for me. I do not want to hear a thing except for my own breath and my cats various sounds of life. It’s sad when people push you to limits. |
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